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Friday, August 31st, 2012

Time:8:54 am.

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Thursday, July 8th, 2010

Time:2:17 pm.
the highlight of most mornings can easily be the first turd-inducing cigarette. i love feeling the stool softening inside me and every movement of my bowel muscles working it down towards my bunghole.

i also love that as i type this i am sitting on the toilet bowl. my poop started with a few pieces of rabbit droppings before teetering off as a small to medium sized log. it was moist inside as the sudden brew began turning the wheels of excretion. typing this on a gloriously beautiful new MacBook is not a concern, admittedly i sometimes smoke whilst on the toilet and on one occasion i also ate a sandwich. i understand the importance of refraining from eating during any visit to the toilet but sometimes one wishes to push the boundaries of both social and hygienic taboos. such a rebellious occasion has no social impact however as i am the only person aware of this, but it is unfortunate that others are not privy to such an exciting occurrence.

what follows is tricky; holding a laptop while wiping, fastening pants with a zip and button and the proceeding trip to the sink.
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Monday, August 31st, 2009

Subject:i miss you daddio
Time:4:03 pm.
my dad died suddenly on the 18th of august at 43.

my dad died.
my.dad died.


no matter how many times i silently say it or scream it loud it does not seem true.

i should not have buried you.

Tuesday, March 10th, 2009

Subject:land of the sodomite damned?
Time:11:53 pm.
Mood: amused.
being that this issue is very much apart of our lives at the moment, i felt it important to share- if only to encourage an understanding of how such minds function and to encourage a tasteful hatred for religious fanatics.

oh the lulz. i'm intensly aroused by the fact that this man will one day decompose, and disturbed that he will nourish the earth once more.
let those like he fester in the cesspool of sodom.
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Monday, August 25th, 2008

Time:4:34 pm.
une étreinte non-forcée
de deux êtres mutuellement aimés
le sommeil enlacé
dans sa pure beauté
un instant de vérité
en toute humanité
ou ce que d'autres nomment, perversité.

Monday, July 21st, 2008

Time:7:17 pm.

to the centre of the city where all roads meet, waiting for you,
to the depths of the ocean where all hopes sank, searching for you,
i was moving through the silence without motion, waiting for you,
in a room without a window in the corner I found truth.


Saturday, July 5th, 2008

Time:3:56 pm.
i want to erase all trace of myself

the notion that i have been

and the fact that i am

and start again

Wednesday, April 16th, 2008

Time:6:57 pm.

(Phasing out the human race by voluntarily ceasing to breed will allow Earth's biosphere to return to good health. Crowded conditions and resource shortages will improve as we become less dense)

Because we've all arrived at our present awareness by different routes and at our own speeds, this simplified, seven-step diagram might not fit anyone exactly. However, this progression of awareness pattern seems to have emerged. Maybe a two-dimensional chart will provide a little direction and help us track the progress of ourselves and others.


  • 0) Pre-awareness

    We all begin at birth, but our path of progressive awareness doesn't begin until we grow beyond pre-awareness.

  • 1) Shock.

    Shock is the first step in our journey of progressive awareness. There's no returning to the blissful ignorance of pre-awareness once we receive our first shock of reality. Shock doesn't last for long -- it can't. People won't live long in a state of shock. For almost all of us, denial is our first reaction to shock.

  • 2) Denial.

    Denial is a sanctuary from shock. This is a good time to stop and figure things out -- to get emotionally and intellectually ready to continue the journey. Unfortunately, most people never leave denial. If you seem to be doing well with the way things are, what's the problem? Living in denial robs us of peace of mind. Our conscience knows the nagging truth, and the anger keeps leaking in. When we stop denying reality, we are forced into the next phase -- anger. It looks ugly and unprofitable.

  • 3) Hopeful anger.

    Hopeful anger is a powerful, driving force which can keep us working hard for years. Unfortunately, it is also hard on our personalities. People have sacrificed their Selves in the battle to preserve Earth's ecosystems, often becoming cynical and giving up hope. Then they move to the hopeless anger phase.

  • 4) Hopeless anger.

    Phase four is home to the cynical and the misanthropic. The good aspect of this phase is that it allows many to consider human extinction for the first time. The bad aspect is that this option is usually considered without love. Famines and epidemics don't seem so bad from this perspective. Anger is actually left over from denial. It means we haven't fully accepted the situation yet. When we do, anger dies.

  • 5) Hopeless acceptance.

    More depressing than hopeless anger is acceptance without hope. Without anger to keep us going, unrealistic hopelessness can be a short-cut back to denial or even to suicide. People in this phase might not be so hard to take if they would just shut up about it. If they were angry, at least there would be some excitement to their dirges. Though often necessary, this phase should be as short as possible. It's hard to break loose from a lengthy depression. Perhaps just realizing that there is hope... allowing ourselves to see the signs of hope, which are all around us, will break the spell and allow us to move on to the hopeful acceptance phase.

  • 6) Hopeful acceptance.

    Yes, there is still hope, and it will raise us out of the depths of depression. We can easily go too far, however. If our acceptance elevates into the clouds of mindless hopefulness, we will have lost some of our hard-learned awareness. Unrealistic hopefulness is socially graceful and more pleasant than some of the previous phases, but it too can be a short-cut back to denial. We must take the final progressive step.

  • 7) Vehemence.

    With a VHEMT perspective we move forward in a dynamic balance of optimism and pessimism, aware that our reality is both hopeful and hopeless. Once we accept that humans are hopeless as a species, there is renewed hope for the survival of the planet as a life form. Although there will be times when we fall back to an earlier phase, a VHEMT Volunteer is less likely to swing to and fro from yin to yang like a yo-yo. With a balanced awareness, our efforts to preserve life on Earth will meet with more success, no matter what those efforts may be.

yanked from VHEMT

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Wednesday, March 5th, 2008

Time:8:54 pm.
Mood: excited.
our babys having babies!

our first pregnancy and shes about due to pop this weekend

seven months now
this is also a call to those who want a baby or two :D
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Friday, October 26th, 2007

Time:8:22 am.

your head will collapse
but there's nothing in it
and you'll ask yourself

where is my mind 

Thursday, September 27th, 2007

Time:3:53 pm.
vicious venereal, violent violets
all is not well and well is not all
savage ravage and blinded ideals
what the heart wants the mind will devour
you believe therefore you must not be believed in
selective reflection, rejecting dejection
work out your own salvation with fear and trembling
monkey see, deja vu
memory an hallucination forged under duress
uniting past present and future self with their subconscioussubconscience,
where surrealism supercedes insanity and reality
absolution and penance are no longer synthesised and bagged
in its place pure sensory pleasures gently ebbing to and fro
riding an endless velvet wave through our bodies
as unrelenting as ones beating heart,
as unequivocal as the ensuing breath
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Wednesday, September 20th, 2006

Time:4:27 pm.
slave, nah... i'm no slave. i'm just dedicated in a fanatical pursuit of a state of mind, a different reality. i've had glimpses, brief and cloudy, like heaven on earth, like the most intimate embrace, like the warmest smile, the kindest touch. then it's gone, leaving you alone and empty, not quite knowing why the allure, the power engulfs your very being.

let me tell you the lengths i have gone to, the hell i've walked through to pursue this place that i'm sure exists, but i just can't put my finger on...
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Wednesday, August 30th, 2006

Time:3:38 pm.

loving you is easy 'cos you're beautiful..
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Thursday, May 11th, 2006

Time:3:34 pm.
i am the conscience clear
in pain or ecstacy
and we were all weaned my dear
upon the same fatigue

staring at the sun
oh my own voice
cannot save me now
standing in the sea
it's just
one more breath
and then
down i go

Wednesday, September 21st, 2005

Time:7:39 pm.
if E is for cookie as we have previously deducted, then how do we find the definitive value of 'X'?
if we multiply the meth by the spider's web then we find the parabola that defines the value of sound in the dimension of glass. if we then subtract light from sound then we are left with the value 'Y'.
however, we still need to find the value of X. so, if we contract Y against music we are left with the impossible sum. this is the value of X in this dimension. the butterflies have told me this in code. they are an eternal symbol of rebirth. this eternal rebirth is what the value of X- the impossible equation means and this is what your god doesn't want us to know in our dream state.

may the seed of your loin be fruitful in the belly of your woman.
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Monday, January 31st, 2005

Time:12:56 pm.
you told me you were unloading a superlog.
no i NEED to
but i cant
its not viable
email it to me
ive got a big harddrive
stop it youll excite me
thats nothing you should see my floppy

so i bid thee good luck, farewell and tiddlybye

if only there were a quick and easy way to slimmer legs
im having my knee operated on today. OPERATED. im faint. im scared. my bowels are full and ready to gush

overzealous cunninglinguist? sorry bad joke, what happened
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Tuesday, January 25th, 2005

Time:3:50 pm.
there are two ways to fall into idealism: the one consists of dissolving the real in subjectivity; the other in denying all real subjectivity in the interests of objectivity. the truth is that subjectivity is neither everything nor nothing; it represents a moment in the objective process (that in which externality is internalised), and this moment is perpetually eliminated only to be perpetually reborn. now, each of these ephemeral moments- which rise up in the course of human history and which are never either the first or the last-is lived as a point of departure by the subject of history. "class-consciousness" is not the simple lived contradiction which objectively characterises the class considered, it is that contradiction already surpassed by praxis and thereby preserved and denied all at once. but it is precisely this revealing negativity, this distance within immediate proximity, which simultaneously constitutes what existentialism calls "consciousness of the object" and "non-thetic selfconsciousness."

fuck it. let's do it.
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Tuesday, December 21st, 2004

Time:5:21 pm.
the only thing worse than the desire to command is the will to obey.
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Monday, December 13th, 2004

Time:12:16 pm.
government, even in its best state, is but a necessary evil; in its worst state, an intolerable one. government, like dress, is the badge of lost innocence; the palace of kings built upon the ruins of the bowers of paradise

- thomas paine
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Wednesday, December 1st, 2004

Time:5:12 pm.
life would be insupportable without the intimation of mortality: with age comes some understanding of the temporary nature of the present world and the present self. remember the impossibility of drawing out useful conclusions about language by the use of language.

analyse and interpret. analyse and interpret. analyse and interpret. analyse and interpret. analyse and interpret. analyse and interpret. analyse and interpret. analyse and interpret. analyse and interpret. analyse and interpret. analyse and interpret. analyse and interpret. anal eyes and intrepid. analyse and interpret. analyse and interpret. analyse and interpret. analyse and interpret. prophylactic she screamed, you're not gonna get my eggs!!! 031216. what's it to you? who go, blather from.
how to a & i without criticism

final eternity arouses reactions
freeing excellence affects reality
fallen empires are ruling
find earth and reef
fantastic expectations
amazing revelations
final execution and resurrection
free expression as revolution
finding everything and realizing
you got the fear

peace marches are love
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